[The girl feels like a giant.
She enters a chequered room of
flat pack squares in red and white. She understands that to be in here there
must be a participation, a conformity, a submersion/subversion. There are a few
empty nails hanging on the walls. She realises that some parts are missing. It doesn’t
matter. As she walks across the floor the squares start spinning and screaming
numbers at her, breaking like glass. LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE. They feel the full
weight of her body and her heart and her feeling (fear) of being ‘giant’ grows
and grows. She is far too large.
To counteract this problem she
lies down slowly across the squares. They gradually slow down and then cease to
spin. She spreads her limbs amongst all the squares, lying down, flattening her
body out until she does not exist.
Everything reaches zero again. She
felt calm.]
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